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how broken i am.
Friday, September 2, 2011 | 14:59 | 0 comments
how broken i am. how crushing i am.to muhammad shafiq syazani bin hazry. do you really want me? this hurricane chasing us all underground. we had the love. we had to let it go. i know, its hard 4 us. but i think its the best 4 now. whtevr it is. im still waiting. still waiting 4 the best of us. shit. this is tough. really2 though 4 me. n fyi, with your presence in my life. that would make me stand up n fight. the lost of u, feel like im without legs to stand. so, i hope u think it wisely. wanna end with friend o enemy. real friend will nver leave their friends behind. i know u worried bout me. its tough, but i know i can. n i will accept this with all my heart 1 day. blieve, i know i can survive. but pleaze, think wisely. friends will nver leave their friends behind. september.
| 11:47 | 0 comments
last post august, tggungjwap bru, bnde bru. tpi. sptembr? ilang sumenyew. hncur hrapn hncur impian. never thought be like this. never ! i love him. he loves me too. but? oh god. cubaan pe yg enkau bg nie. ati xskit, xluke. tpi juz kcewe. sape xkcewe oi.. tgah hngat skung. tbe2 jdi cmnie. whts the fuck is that. aqu jnji xna mncrut lgi. tpi? sume nie yg mnybpkn aqu na jdi lbey truk dari dulu. syang, nape?nape ngan kite? pe jdi? pe nie sume. nape msti skung. u saind na jdi bestfriend, same je. ko ttap lalai. lau kte bhubung, same je. pe gune sume nie. worthless. kte skse jiwe kte syang. but why? family comes 1st. urghh. hncur sumenye. hncur ! tpi... apekn dye. 1 sept. trlerai suda ksah intawam. gnap sbulan syang. gnap. hmm. its ok. its alright. gotta start new life. with o without u. i have 2. this fucking nearer trial. hbis. hncur. guess aqu xkn pnah dpat g newyork sprti yg dcite2 kn. mmg shit. aqu kene truskn. xkn sbp dugaan kcik je aqu kala. absolutely nope atiqah. u will not surrender 2 this fucking shit cndition. u'r more stronger than that. wakeup atiqah. wakeup. celikkn mate anda. atiqah. i know u can. i know it deep in ur heart. let it all out. let it go syang. we have 2 set ourself free. we have to. |
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