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Wednesday, December 28, 2011 | 17:23 | 0 comments
im sick of the word 'you just wasting your time with all of your temporary moments of your life. you cant just sit by yourself and wait for him to come back for you. you are fooling yourself around.' now.. here the answer....
"yes, ive been fooling myself around. and so what? no one cares."
that was onced before i open up my eyes really widely to see the real world.
the more i searched, the more i find.
i found a answer. it is 'atiqah, you are completely not ready for love stuff'.
and sometimes i thought that i truly afraid of it.
afraid of losing what i have.
afraid to be broken.
afraid to take the changes in life.
i know now that im wrong.
the movie eat pray love made me realized something.
sit silence and listen.
to your own heart.
empty your mind, and do nothing but trust.
its the keyword.
trust!
i know, it is all the matter of time. as time flies, the grief also flies.
so, im stronger now.
thanx for all who tried to wake me up from the ridiculous grief..
i know im stronger.
=)
.the end of 2011.
Tuesday, December 27, 2011 | 15:16 | 0 comments
urm. its been long2 ago. but im still feel like it was just ysterday..
oh god, im truely afraid for falling in love again.
am i wrong? for being too trying for something i knew i will not get for.
i dont know why all i need is you.
theres nothing to take above you.
he'd been my history, nice hstory. never be bad when it takes about you, my only prince..
it takes 1 and a half month to make me realize that im so alone now..
now, i know that you are long gone and moved on..
ofcourse you are, cause the moment you said you will moved on, then you will.
i dont know whether im still waiting or not.
im totally gave up in this love stuff.
i'll listen to you Khaleeda, make some friends and look the world. then, you'll find what best for you.
what a nice sntence ha? =)
now, let us enjoy long gone and move on by the script.
how bleed i am, i need to move on.!.! |
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