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...early of july...
Wednesday, July 11, 2012 | 17:13 | 0 comments
seriously aqu xtau na pkir pe skung nie.
plajaran? crush. mirul? hmm.
kosong.
hnye Allah yg tau keadaan aqu skung.
hmm..
hye Dia tmpt aq mngadu, hnye Dia tmpt aqu bersrah.
Allah tau pe yg trbaek untuk aqu.
aqu?
crush gle ngan physic094.
xtau na ckap pe.
i cant do it without help 4 each of questions that was given to me.
pe gune aqu blaja. aqu da try few times da.
give up.
sumpa give up.
org tsyang?
......
mkin lame makin jauhkn diri.
aqu pham, sume busy.
aqu xsala kn sape2.
aqu pun dalm keadaan yg same.
that's why i know why all of them is not here.
tp knape aqu msti rase mcm nie.
astaghfirullahalazim ya Allah !!
adakah aqu yg lemah? o adakh inie tlalu bnyk untuk aqu pikul sekaligus?
plajran, family, relationship.
aqu x kate kn yg inie sume adwla bebanan tuk aqu.
mlahan aqu bsyukur sbp dberi prasaan bgini.
mmbuatkn aqu btmbah kuat n aqu yakin Allah adw agenda nye yg tsndiri.
yakin dgan Allah, inie yg aqu develop kn.
bkn bserah, tp... bun2. xjmpe jlan pgakhirnye.
so, twakkal je larh.
mirul?
hmm. aqu memg saayg dye sgat. rindu sgat.
smakin ari smakin mnebal. tp xdsgke2 org d sbela sane brlwann.
xtau lg na pkir pe. sumpa pnat !
sory, tp ble aqu da pnat, hnye 1 je yg aqu wat.
BERSERAH pade illahi.
biarlah Allah yg mnntukn sgalenye.
mirul, d ksmptan nie.
EYQA NA MINX MAAP SGAT.
time kasih sbp sudi syg owg yg jauh dari smpurne nie.
Andai kate kte jodoh, eyqa bsyukur sgat.
sbp dpat org cm mrul.
andai kate kte xdtkdirkn bsame.
Allah da mnetpkn sjak azali lg, adw prmpuan d luar sane yg lbey baek&sesuai dgan mirul.
sbagai hamba Allah, eyqa hnye bley mnurut qadar yg telah dd tetpkn.
eyqa da xna lg ugkit pkare nie lpas nie.
eyqa na obey the principes of gender k.
adam mmimpin, hawa mgikut.
maafkn eyqa ble eyqa busy, maafkn eyqa ble eyqa melawan ckap mrul, maafkn eyqa ble eyqa da guriskn ati kcil mrul, maafkn eyqa ckap xigat dunie, maafkn eyqa susa kn idup mirul, maafkn eyqa mnyemakkn otak mrul.
EYQA MINX MAAF SGAT2.
tulislah namaku di stiap dnyutan nadimu.
lukiskan lah wajahku di stiap rongga nafasmu.
#ayt novel.
SEMOGA KITA TRUS BRUSAHA TUK KJYAAN YG INSYAALLAH BKAL DI CITA.
EYQA SAYG AWK WAHAI MUHAMMAD AMIRUL ASYRAF BIN SALIM.
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